therighter

I was reading into the wisdom of ancient science this day. The realization of how seamlessly life has been intertwined into one big cosmos was causing a mysterious discomfort inside the heart when in truth it should have wiped all my apprehensions about the big question. My eye fluttered as it began to see the retinal damage that was caused by my addiction to leave no stone unturned. Why would I do that to myself? I ask. Sometimes the answers are obvious. On other days I just get sucked into the irrationality of things. To conquer fears and questions. In that way we are alike. The reader and the writer. The blog junkie and the blogger. We seek each other hopefully never wanting to meet each other. The point here really is about the conflicts we face everyday in the little decisions we make. To buy vanilla icecream or butterscotch. To buy the $38 million lottery or let the fortunates win. Does that mean I am not? I don't know. Does money matter. No. Then what? you may ask. I don...